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The Color Green

2009-03-17T16:41:00.001-07:00

Today as you probably know is St. Patrick's Day. I have never really understood the tradition of wearing green so you don't get pinched. Even so, I still wear green mainly so I don't get pinched!

In honor of the Irish, I wore a green blouse. I also ate green grapes for a snack, a pickle with my lunch, and thin mints for dessert. (okay, I know they are black but mint is green and they come in a green box).

Thanks for the Irish! Happy St. Paddy's Day!

Visiting Friends and Family in Indiana

2009-03-13T19:09:00.001-07:00

I decided to go to Indiana after I realized two things. I'd miss a good friend of mine's wedding and wanted to see her before she moved away and that I wasn't sure when I'd see my family since my jobs for the summer are pretty much back to back. So, I booked my flight and went home last week.

I started off in my hometown where I saw a good high school friend, worked at my mom's shop, visited with my folks and my sister's family. We played a couple of games with the kids.

Then I went to Indy to have dinner with my brothers and their families. My parents played Monkeys Tumbling with my nephew and we watched the kids play while we chatted.

I was able to spend time with my good friend, Patti and her cute little girl. And then I saw Heather and met Dan for the first time, her fiance. (I forgot to take their picture while at dinner... sorry Heather!) It was good to hear all about her wedding and her life. It wasn't the same as getting to go to her wedding but it was a blessing to see her and give their wedding present!

My last day visiting, I saw Doug's sister and gave them their Uncle's gifts for his niece and nephew and we had fun chatting about house sitting and Doug of course. Deb came up to visit and I got to meet her new baby (pic below). She is a cutie and smiles a lot. And finally my nephew got to take me out to dinner with his mom and we went to Pizza King (yummy!) and had our drinks delivered on the train.

Very fun to see everyone. Just wished it was a bit longer to see everyone.

Cooking Successes and Failures

2009-02-11T14:24:00.000-08:00

I've always enjoyed baking; however, I wasn't always sure about cooking meals. I was spoiled in Portland 'cause my friends are amazing cooks. Shasta, Krista, and Angel all taught me a lot about foods I've never really tried or been familiar with.

Since moving to Denver, I've had a lot of time to practice my cooking skills. There is also an extra challenge. Doug cannot eat certain foods for health reasons, so I've learned how to substitute a lot of ingredients for flour and dairy products.

So my successes since trying have been flour-less chocolate cake (though obviously some dairy involved), pie crusts (pumpkin and pecan), pine-nut cookies, lemon glaze cookies, and strawberry roll cookies. I've also learned to use cornmeal instead of flour for things like meatballs and meatloaf too. I've learned about guar gum and xanthum gum to make things stick and I'm sure I'll learn more as I go.

I've been surprised at how well everything has turned out. BUT like most new enterprises, I have had some failures too. Those pine-nut cookies... the first time they were more like peanut brittle than cookies. Another example is Doug's birthday dessert. I tried to make homemade pudding with a few substitutes. This time I don't think the disaster had anything to do with the ingredients... I don't think I'm a good whisker. When it was time to take the pudding out of the refrigerator, it was more like a sauce than a pudding. It still tasted good but did not have the right form. So instead of putting the sauteed pears on top of the pudding, I ended up putting the "sauce" on the pears and sticking the candles on the pears. We both think it still tasted good but it definitely did not turn out like I'd hoped.

The Denver Victorian Theater

2009-02-03T16:54:00.000-08:00

As a gift, I got Doug tickets to go see Educating Rita which is a play. We had to forgo the original date 'cause I was coughing up a storm but we finally got to see it this weekend.

The play itself was about a woman in England who desired to become educated to see the beauty the world has to offer. She is tutored by a reluctant professor at the university but he needs money so he goes ahead and gives her an education. It turns out that they both teach each other over the year... he learns more about living life and subjectivity and she learns how to critique literature.

Although it sounds very dry, the play was enjoyable. The actress was funny and witty and knew how to play up all the jokes as well as her ignorance and the actor played a cynic very convincingly.

The unique part about the play was that it was performed at the Denver Victorian Theater. The theater is located in a residential area due to the fact that the theater is indeed a Victorian house. The actual stage is in the basement and in the 1920's was a Shakespearean theater. It was a fun environment to watch the play. I would recommend it to anyone who enjoys plays and a new experience.

Feeling a little out of sorts...

2009-01-22T12:35:00.000-08:00

Once again it is beautiful outside; however, I'm stuck inside. This week has been in the 70's and normally I'd be enjoying it for all it is worth. But, alas, I am inside drinking plenty of fluids and blowing my nose. I have a cold unfortunately.

So, instead I'm filling out my graduate program applications, reading, and watching the premier of LOST on-line since I missed it last night.

I'll have to enjoy the weather another time... it is to be back to normal temperatures this weekend.

Wii Fit

2009-01-14T18:49:00.000-08:00

This Christmas, I received a wii as well as some fun gadgets with it like the wii fit balance board. Before it got cold, I was running/walking almost every day but now not so much and I did Pilates via a DVD. It is okay but not as fun as running.

I was just lamenting over this with my friend, Deb as well as seeing this article on this company that sends you a new exercise DVD every month. So I was contemplating this...

BUT thanks to Doug, I got the wii fit. I've been almost faithfully working out to it. I've been surprised at how much is on that thing and I've been surprised what activities have been more difficult for me like the hula hoop aerobic exercise! Who knew my hips wouldn't move that well... though I made a vast improvement today on the hula hoop.

Yes, it does weigh you everyday but I like that it shows you progress and that it tells you when you aren't doing a pose right for the strength/yoga exercises. I also like that it opens new activities/longer reps as you go.

All in all it has gotten a lot of use so far... now if I can just figure out how to snowboard on the balance games... I'm "unbalanced" according to the wii. :-)

The Mysterious Package

2009-01-12T12:14:00.000-08:00

Before Christmas, a package arrived at my door from Amazon.com... there was no note or indication of who it may be from except the fact that it was from Amazon. (It wasn't until after I opened it that I remembered that some people have died this way or seriously injured... opening unidentified packages). My curiousity grew as I opened it and I was glad I did. For inside was one of my favorite games, Ticket to Ride : European.

I wondered who it could be from... I have a couple of friends back in Portland that knew this was a game I enjoyed... could it be from them? I've asked... and it wasn't... they gave me a clue who it is from... so now I'm going to write a thank you card to who I think it is from... who knows, she may be mystified by my mysterious thank you card or she may know that I am very thankful for her gift!

Last night, Doug and I played it and of course had a great time! Thank you to those that leave great mysterious packages.

Here is a brief update on the last 6 months...

2009-01-01T17:06:00.000-08:00

Back in June before the Lifelines project, I packed up all my stuff in a moving van and road tripped it to Denver with Doug.

We stopped in Utah to visit my sister and family too.

I kept all my stuff at some friends' house in Denver while on project.

I did survive the Lifelines project. Everything was new and definitely exciting. Backpacking, mountain biking, and rock climbing. Most of my time was spent with the rock climbing group. Here are some pics from the summer.

After project, I flew back to Portland for a month and stayed with the Mikalatos' while transitioning my role of being a Regional Director before heading back to Denver. While back in Portland, I was thankful to celebrate my good friend, Angel's, birthday, go on some hikes with Shasta, visit Washington Park with Shasta and Krista, and have a very nice going away party from my 12 years of working with CCC. It was a very nice time. (Oh, I forgot the many hours of watching the Olympics with Shasta on the couch)

After a tearful goodbye and journeying once again from Portland to Denver (not to mention a massive computer problem which delayed me a bit in leaving), I was on my way through Utah (where I saw the Phinney's and Lovejoy's) and then onto to Denver where I now reside (I guess I should change my profile, huh?)

I did take a brief trip home over Labor Day to see my family too. Doug went with me and he got to meet 3 more of my siblings' families as well as my parents and see my hometown. We also went to Bloomington to see my best friend and her family. Again, a few pictures...

Fun to see everyone and for Doug to see my world a bit. Then time to finally settle in Denver. For the last 3 months, I've been hitting the job trail, looking into graduate programs, and learning a lot about myself as well as enjoying some time to think and pray about my future. Some highlights have been my birthday (to which Doug made a nice dinner), cooking Thanksgiving meal and celebrating with friends not to mention Christmas too. And a visit from our friends from the mountains with their baby. That wraps up the update with a few more pictures. :-)

Almost 6 months have gone by...

2009-01-01T17:02:00.000-08:00

I noticed today that in 2 days it will have been six months since I last blogged. That just is not acceptable...I really don't know what happened except life. My first 2009 New Year's Resolution is to not just let life happen but to write all about what has happened on a more regular basis...

I hereby give permission to those of you who care to pester me if you don't see a post on here for at least a month.

Happy New Year! Welcome 2009!

Heading off to Estes Park

2008-06-03T11:05:00.000-07:00

Today, actually in a few short minutes.... I'll be heading to the airport to pick up Doug and then he will drive out to Colorado with me before project starts in less than a week.

We'll spend 1 day in Utah visiting my sister and her family. Where my niece thinks that every Doug she knows should love orange "ice cream" (sorbet). She can't grasp the fact that not all Doug's like the same things.

Then we'll head off to Denver and then Estes Park where I'll be for 5 weeks on a summer missions project learning how to utilize outdoor activities in experiencing Christ's grace and truth over time in the context of community.

I think I'll be sore a lot 'cause although I'm an active person, I wouldn't say I'm totally in shape either. We will be biking, hiking, and rock climbing which I'm sure my body will groan against at times but I think it will be fun nonetheless.

Pray for my body to keep up! :-) I'm looking forward to learning new skills. But I'm not looking forward to having no cell phone reception. Have to drive 7 miles to get those precious reception bars.

Donuts, Dentures, and Life

2008-04-10T09:44:00.000-07:00

The last two days in San Francisco have been really fun with my teammates. The first day we ate at Barnie's --- amazing hamburgers! I had the Parisian hamburger. Then we were off to find our hotel and to get the lay of the land and the essence of why people love San Fran.

Matt and Krista used to live around the area so they were great guides. We walked around North Beach (Italian sector) and China town. Saw some protesters afar off dealing with Tibet and the Olympic Torch and human rights. We hiked up one of many steep hills to Coit Tower which has a great view of Alcatraz and the city. Went to the wharf and then ended our day with an Italian meal.

The next day we met with the San Francisco team to hear about the history of the city, missions in the city, challenges and opportunities to share Christ there. Then we were off to San Francisco State University. We prayer walked. I heard a Palestinian speaker on the quad speaking against Israel and the Hillel group set up nearby to talk to people about Israel and being Jewish all while walking around campus and learning about the campus.

Then we met in the student union to talk through some partnership items for the city and our region. It was hard to stay focused.

We were sitting in the student center.... I was listening to Mikalatos talk and this man walked behind him and sat at the table behind Matt. Was was bizarre is that as he was walking he took his dentures out, stuck them in his pocket, and then happily sat down to eat his newly bought donut.... instead of chewing away, he was gumming at it very pleased indeed. Quite fascinating and gross at the same time. It was amazing that I could keep my focus!

We topped the day off with some Thai food family style.

Today, we have a few loose ends to tie up and then I'll stay an extra day in which I get to see 3 good friends and then I'll head down to a friend's wedding in Pasadena.

Going to San Fran

2008-04-07T14:18:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow marks another adventure to another city. This time San Francisco is the destination. 4 of my teammates and I will meet up with the staff in the city as well as some other folks to learn more about the city, campuses, students, and how our staff/students can best serve the San Francisco area.

Some of my teammates grew up or have lived in the area and are excited to show us around the city as well as some good food. San Francisco is known for their food so I'm going anticipating good eating.

Along the way, I'll get to see a friend that I met while living in Champaign and possibly some friends that live in the Oakland area. As always it will be a new experience.

Long day traveling

2008-04-04T18:32:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I began my travel day at 6:30AM. I got on the plane and I must of been pretty tired for I fell asleep almost as soon as I sat down.

Midway through the flight, I woke up just in time for the snack and beverage. I introduced myself to the woman sitting next to me and it is one of the few times, I wish I would have stayed asleep. She talked and talked and talked and really didn't ask me any questions. I found myself becoming very tired indeed.

Then I took a pleasant train ride and bus ride home, but I must of been really tired 'cause I tripped and fell pretty hard on the pavement resulting in a skinned knee, some torn jeans, and a bruised ego. Oh, well.... not one of my favorite endings to a trip but I did laugh later.

Time Exploring Denver

2008-04-04T18:28:00.000-07:00

After the Nations Summit, I had time to visit Doug and we had some great experiences together. Saw a Star Trek movie for the first time, went to see My Fair Lady, explored two neighborhoods in Denver -- Highlands and Washington Park. We had great food and conversation. Denver is very different than Portland. It is dry and can be chilly and then warm up very fast. Never quite sure what to wear all year long. The landscape is more vast and brown. The houses are made of brick more than wood 'cause there really aren't a ton of trees. I learned a lot about the city as we spent time together.

Native Culture

2008-04-04T18:15:00.000-07:00

Kremmling, CO was the destination for our Nations Summit. It was a beautiful view with the mountains. We started our time by honoring the tribes represented which were 5. All different stories with common themes. Truly fascinating to hear all the various belief systems as well as how these 5 men and women became followers of Christ and now they are navigating what it means to be a Native American to their own tribes as well as follow Christ. Many challenges as well as joys. It was a great opportunity to be there to listen, learn, and soak up all that God is doing in their lives and communities.

Donnie, who is from the Navajo tribe, said that Natives have had Christ shared with them over the years; however, many have not demonstrated Christ. Very sobering thought as we trust the Lord for what that can look like for our ministry to not only share Christ but demonstrate His love, forgiveness, power, justice.

Renae who is Zuni brought with her Zuni bread and tamales that her grandmother made for us. It was amazing food. Also, Casaje taught us how to make fry bread from the Crow tradition. We had a feast.

The Lord provided many conversations and fun while I was there.

Nations Summit

2008-03-27T11:00:00.000-07:00

This weekend, I have the opportunity to go to the 3rd Nations Summit. Nations is an outreach to Native Americans. My desire in going is to learn more about the various Native American cultures, to hear from 6 Native Americans who are doing ministry amidst their tribes, and to brainstorm ways in which we can help resource and be a part of the Nations movement. I'm looking forward to telling you what I learn.

A Perk in going to Denver....

2008-03-27T10:56:00.000-07:00

is spending time with Doug.

Taking the Time to Celebrate Easter

2008-03-24T13:07:00.000-07:00

Several times, holidays feel like they come and go and you barely have time to enjoy them fully and to have time to reflect and think on why we celebrate in the first place.

This Easter was one in which I felt like I had the time to reflect... I think it had something to do with the fact that I took the time to have time to enjoy, reflect, and to celebrate.

Thursday, I had the opportunity to go to a prayer labyrinth. My church had a group of people put together a prayer walk that brought you to the feet of Christ. The first part you put aside those things that hinder you from hearing God's voice. The middle part you are at the feet of Christ. The third part as you leave is designed to think on others and serving others.

Friday, I went to our Good Friday service where you reflect on the crucifixion of Christ. You journey his journey in a sense and remember why Jesus died for us. There was singing, passages from the gospels read as well as acted out, and there was a woman who visually drew the story with sand art. It was pretty amazing and the story ends with Jesus' death. You did not hear about the resurrection which is a bit sobering; however, it did help me personally to think on how long 3 days is and how powerful the resurrection is as Jesus has power over death.

Then on Sunday a great celebration over the resurrection and that we live in Christ. I love singing and was happy to sing "Christ is Risen Today." To hear how Christ has power over death and all in this world and the spiritual world and how this helps us to have a relationship with Christ. To hear the Alleluiah chorus and to finish up the day with a feast with friends who came over.

It was nice to celebrate Christ and I'm thankful to know Him.

Who Really Deserves the Parking Ticket?

2008-03-12T15:16:00.001-07:00

Outside of our office, there is parking on the street from 9AM to 4PM. As most of you know, working hours tend to be a little longer than the 4PM time which creates a dilemma for some at work. If I choose to park on the street which is closer than parking a block away on a side street, will I remember to move my car before 4PM so I don't get a $70 ticket?

So, yesterday I was leaving our almost always full parking lot and I couldn't get out of the parking lot. Why? Because the parking ticket guy was parked illegally in front of the parking lot entrance giving 3 people a parking ticket for being there after 4PM.

It all seems a little comical, unjust, and ironic all at the same time. But I know it felt more unjust to my two co-workers who got a ticket :-(

Part of me wanted to honk, part of me wanted to say he had no business giving others a ticket 'cause he was blocking traffic, and part of me understood that he was doing his job. Oh, the moral dilemmas!

What I'm reading these days...

2008-03-11T15:56:00.000-07:00

This weekend was the first time in awhile I had a chance to do extended reading beyond being on a LONG flight from Atlanta to Portland. So I thought I'd let you know what I'm reading...

~ An Unfinished Life : A biography of JFK. I'm enjoying reading the book for the sheer fact that international politics is a huge focus and his views on the world which was contrary to his father's isolationist views. It is a book where you want to dislike JFK (actually his father more so) in regards to how he treated women and how privileged he was but on the other side you can have compassion on him from the way he was brought up, his health issues, and losing his brother and sister within months of each other in tragic deaths.

~ The gospel of Mark : I joined a women's Bible study at church and we are reading and studying the book of Mark. Anytime you read the book, the word, immediately, jumps out at you for it feels like it is the beginning of every sentence. I'm reminded that God does act quickly and that I act slowly on the behalf of others. It has also been good to study the kind of authority Jesus exercised over physics, gravity, death, demons, sickness, etc. A good reminder of His power and soveriegnty.

~ A Healthy Multi-Ethnic Church : reading this book in regards to the fact that I'm working with ethnic students and the question comes up a lot about why the church in the U.S. is segregated. I'm also reading this book 'cause the church I attend here in Portland is multi-ethnic and I love it. I feel like the leaders of our church has embraced the fact that ministry is messy, working with others is a lot about relying on Christ and forgiving others and admitting we are wrong, and that they work through cultural issues pretty well. I have learned a lot about myself and my heart in going to this church.

Flat Irons and Bakeries

2008-03-04T15:42:00.000-08:00

On my way to a conference, I had the opportunity to visit Doug in the Denver area. The Bonjour Bakery in Edwards, CO has some of the tastiest pecan bars that I have ever tasted. As you can see we got to see a bit of snow as well.

The flat irons were also a destination. I've seen them from afar but not that close... we saw some deer up there but my picture taking skills didn't match up with the moment that is for sure. It was a beautiful sight though.

The Month of February

2008-02-21T14:28:00.000-08:00

February has been a whirlwind of a month. Maybe it just feels that way 'cause it is a shorter month already? I don't know. But what I do know is that it has been busy with many new and exciting adventures as well as some old adventures.

The seminary preview day was fun though odd to be in classes again. It gave me some things to pray about as well as things to consider.

I've been to a couple of campuses Western Oregon and Portland State University. As well as went to our annual Epic conference (a conference for Asian-American college students). And to end the month I go to our national conference in South Carolina.

I also got to be host to a guy that I've been getting to know since July and he was able to come out to Portland in February. We did all sorts of things around PDX area as well as the coast and the falls. It was a great weekend of meeting up with friends and introducing Doug. Here is a picture of us on the dock in Astoria, OR. Unfortunately, the fog was rolling in but I still like the picture.

I'll be a student for a day again

2008-02-01T15:40:00.000-08:00

On Monday, I'm checking out some classes at Western Seminary specifically classes dealing with counseling and intercultural studies. It will be good to be a student again though just the thought of doing papers and research again is a little daunting.

Why check it out some of you may be asking? I think I've thought about it for years but I wasn't sure what I wanted to study. I'm still not 100% sure, but I do know that I care about ethnic issues in the states and in the world and I also care about people's view of God in the midst of living life regardless of our background.

So on Monday I'm going asking a lot of questions, open to what the Lord may have for the future though I know working in ministry, going to school, and other responsibilities could be tough... so that is why I'm just checking it out.

Hey, I'm back....

2008-01-29T15:00:00.000-08:00

in Portland! A two month adventure for sure. I could write about a lot of things like how good it was to see snow but not so good to shovel 10 inches off your car in Indiana, or the flooding that happened afterwards, or how good it was to be with family, or the retail world at Christmas time, or the riverwalk in San Antonio/the Alamo/Utah/seeing my sister...
And thank you for praying for my dad. He is doing well and can drive again and will go back to work in a couple of weeks. I'm thankful.

I think you get it... it was busy, good, tiring, and rejuvenating all at the same time. The only regret for my time at home was being tired to call some good high school friends of mine to hang out. I'm glad they allow me to be in on their emails and catch up with life in that way! Thanks you guys!

I will write about two things right now that I found entertaining recently.

Not once while getting ready to go to San Antonio did I think about what was in the city of San Antonio except the Riverwalk 'cause my mom and sister talked about how much they like the Riverwalk. So, I was in a car with some co-workers and the driver said, "Remember the Alamo" as we drove past the little mission that is so famous! Ironically, I had forgotten that the Alamo was in San Antonio. How sad is that!

The other tidbit : this is a tribute to how great of a dad my brother, Matthew is : (this is for you, Matthew)
I stayed with my brother before leaving Indiana and he was using his extra time in the evening making a potty chart for his son to be motivated to use the bathroom. It truly was a cool chart with frog stickers and drawn lilypads to put the stickers on. I wish I could have seen my nephew's face in the morning when he saw it. I'm sure he was so excited!

Hospital news

2007-12-07T17:11:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, I traveled with my parents back to my hometown. He is doing well enough to go home! Thank you for all the prayers. I and my family appreciate it. He is resting today and my mom and I have alternated being home with him and doing errands.

The hospital food is about what you would expect. I was thankful for the couple of times my brothers and their wives came by and took me out to eat. Favorite food at the hospital.... maybe it was the veggie tray.

Hospitals also have lighting that I'm convinced makes you drowsy. It was hard to concentrate on anything in the hospital rooms. I can understand why people lose track of the days and even when it is daytime and nighttime.

But on Tuesday evening, it snowed and it was beautiful. And last night our first night home it also snowed. My mom almost threw a snowball at me, but she didn't. I kind of wish she did. ;-)

Expected Travels

2007-12-02T21:08:00.000-08:00

Before heading to Indiana, I had been planning on going to a Bridges conference (ministry to international students) in Seattle. I was able to go and had a great time. I love Seattle and I got to see some of the Seattle staff as well and hear about their lives. It was awesome to meet Blair and Amanda who are two volunteers that take time to be on campus to serve, love, and share who Christ is with international students.

I basically went to learn more about Bridges and ask a lot of questions. They were all great and a fun group of people. We ate well too which is always a plus. The Snappy Dragon had great Chinese food and I also got to go to the original Red Robin.

We also spent some time at University of Washington in the By George cafe. Does anyone know where the phrase, "By George" came from? We had an interesting conversation about that on our way to and from the cafe. :-)

Unexpected Travel

2007-12-02T20:57:00.000-08:00

Unexpected travels usually means unexpected news. My news was about a month ago. My dad called to let me know that he was having some trouble breathing. After several tests the news started to become expected... surgery of some kind.

As I sit here today, I'm grateful to say that his surgery (heart valve replacement) went very well and he is recovering "nicely" as the doctors say.

I'm grateful that my unexpected travel led me "home" to see him and to help my mom during this time. I'm also grateful for the added bonuses with this unexpected travel like going to my nephew's 1st birthday party. Several other nieces and nephews are celebrating their birthdays too. Time with my parents that I would not have had. Celebrating New Year's for the first time in 14 years with them as my dad recovers. Although the trip seemed and can seem to be sad, it also has great potential to have redeeming qualities about it. I'm grateful that the Lord is already allowing me to see His good gifts in the midst of chaos.

Time in Reno

2007-11-20T15:52:00.000-08:00

Had a great time in Reno, Nevada with the students there. While there the Joe Crowley Student Center had its grand opening. After some long speeches which I learned a lot about the school's history and other hoopla, the school had a luncheon on the lawn. The building is really nice and I'm sure lots of conversations about relationships, homework, school, future, and God will be had there.

The picture is of a gal I met that day. She is from Taiwan and was involved with CCC there. She has a heart for international students to understand who Christ is. I helped her invite international students to their annual Thanksgiving feast that night. There were so many people that us "white" folk were turned away. I did get to hear the heart behind the night though. Dr. Gim was an international student who was lonely around this time of year. As he became a Christian and a professor, he decided to invite all internationals to a dinner of thanksgiving to share Christ's love with others and to celebrate together. He has been hosting this dinner for over 30 years! It was an amazing story to hear. One in which he could have easily been bitter and yet the Lord redeemed it and he gives to others.

I also got to go to a UNR vs. Hawaii football game. Alas, UNR lost in the last 40 seconds.:-( It was a great game though and the weather was perfect.

I love the students in Reno and the surrounding area and we had so much fun together. Thanks for the serving the Lord, you guys!

Montana

2007-11-13T08:43:00.000-08:00

To the left is the "M" trail located in Missoula, Montana. You can see the zig-zag of the trail if you look close enough. I wanted to hike it, but did not have the time to do so at our conference. Instead I went on another shorter trail by the campus hugging the river that goes through town as well as getting a tour of the University of Montana which is beautiful.

We stayed in the C'mon Inn which still makes me laugh but I would recommend staying there.

Unfortunately, I left my tennis shoes in the room so I had to call them up and have my shoes sent back to me. That is the problem with leaving at 5 in the morning to come back home.

Pedometers

2007-11-02T15:37:00.000-07:00

When Hailey and I went for our hike, we were curious how long we had actually walked and the topic of pedometers came up. Soon after I was trying to decide what to do with an internet gift certificate that I was given and I thought of the pedometer. So I got one.

It came in the mail a couple of days ago. I've been tracking how far I've walked and how many steps each day. It has been very eye-opening. Some days I walk about 6 miles a day and then other barely 1 and half. On those days, I usually have meetings all day. I guess I'm going to have to go on a long walk after those meetings to get up to speed on my exercise! Aye - yi-yi! :-)

Random stories that don't relate

2007-10-29T12:20:00.000-07:00

This week seemed really long for some reason and yet a lot happened as I reflect on it.

1. I was one of the community colleges this week helping with a ministry table. Right away, there was a gal on the outskirts seemingly interested but hanging back a bit. I went over to talk to her and after several questions found out that she grew up in an atheist home but a couple of years ago felt that there was a God and that she wanted to know Him. She was reading about several religions but thought Christianity made sense to her but she wasn't sure she understood who Christ was fully.

I did not waste time and asked her if she would like to hear about the gospel and she could tell me what she thought. She heard and we are continuing to discuss who Christ is by reading through John. Pray that she will continue to grow in her interest in Christ as her Savior. I've emailed her and waiting to hear back from her.

2. Been a little preoccupied with the World Series this past week (but not as much as I could have been if the Cubs were in it). A hearty congrats to the Red Sox fans out there although I was rooting for the Rockies.

As a tribute to the world series being played, I decided to dress up as a woman American League Baseball player for the costume party I went to. One lady at the party was so impressed with the costume. "You look just like a Rockford Peach!" BUT I didn't win the prize, but it was fun.

3. I realized although it felt like I didn't get a lot accomplished, it was nice to know that hard work for the future of our region was set into motion and rewarding to see how the Lord may use it.

4. Saturday explored a neighbohood a mile from where I live. It was a beautiful fall day with lots of sun, brisk breeze, and it felt like a true autumn day. Beautiful views of Mt. Hood, Mt. St. Helens, and Mt. Adams too.

5. Met a friend face-to-face for the first time even though I've known her for 3 years. We first met while I was doing long-distance ministry. While doing her student teaching, she volunteered to reach a neighboring college community. We've been friends ever since. She is here in Portland for 2 months which gave me the opportunity to finally put a face with a name. It is a nice gift to have her and her roommate here.

6. Had a great time hearing from missionaries from the Middle East and India yesterday. Always enjoy hearing what the Lord is doing and how He is being revealed all over the world.

Upper Latourell Falls

2007-10-23T14:58:00.001-07:00

This is the view that Hailey and I had on Saturday as we hiked the trail by the Lower and Upper Latourell Falls. I was more impressed by the Upper falls with its ribbon appearance.

On the hike we saw some amazing things in the midst of the rainy day. There were these beetles that had shiny, almost ruby like backs. Hailey said it looked like a Christmas tree lightbulb. I've never seen anything quite like it. There were some enormous tree trunks and the best gift of all was at the Upper waterfall itself.

Hailey and I were about to move on when a blue heron soared over our heads towards the fall and stood there. After a while it started inching its way towards the area where the falls were crashing. It spread its wings and flew straight into the falls and back behind where we could no longer see it. We were trying to figure out if it saw food or it was just curious. Regardless, it was a beautiful sight!

Trains on the Brain

2007-10-15T16:33:00.000-07:00

Ticket to Ride is a game I received for my birthday. The board is full of cities with railroad trains that mark potential routes to build to complete your ticket.

This summer I went to the Railroad Museum in Monon, Indiana. There is a restaurant which has trains, of course, running on tracks above you.

This Saturday, I went to the library and picked out a book to read called Nothing Like It in the World by Stephen Ambrose. It is all about the Transcontinental railroad. I truly find it fascinating how the civil war and the theme of unifiying the nation shaped how the railroad came into being.

So, I guess I have trains on the brain.

A new word

2007-10-09T15:55:00.000-07:00

I was reading a book yesteday and the word, "synecdoche." It is an interesting word to represent a fascinating concept. So I thought I'd enlighten you just as I was enlightened. Enjoy!

“There is a word you may not know or, if you do, likely never use: synecdoche. Synecdoche (pronounced si-neck-dah-key with the emphasis on the neck sound) is a technical literary term. It means when a single part of some large, complex system stands for the whole: when ‘the crown’ stands for the entire tradition and history of royalty, or ‘the flag’ for all the complex
layers of patriotism, or ‘the cloth’ for the practice and personnel of ordained ministry, or ‘Nam’ for the whole experience, the blood and madness, of the Vietnam War. When a word or image functions in this way, it’s synecdochic." (by Mark Buchanan)

Finally Got It!

2007-10-09T15:48:00.000-07:00

For the last 3 years, I was given some money to of all things buy a sewing machine. I'm not sure why I haven't gone out and gotten it. I mean, I asked for the sewing machine. It wasn't a forced gift on me, so why did I wait so long? I really don't know. Maybe it is because I wasn't sure what I needed in a sewing machine. Or maybe because I'm just lazy. Or maybe I didn't want to move it to my new location. Who knows?

But one thing I do know. I'm glad I finally got it.

Fun at the Beach and Meetings

2007-09-20T23:24:00.000-07:00

This week went to California and saw one of my best friends and her family. We hung out and celebrated our birthdays together at Lucille's bbq. Our birthdays are about a week apart and there have been several sweet moments where we have been able to celebrate together even though we live in different cities.
She has a little girl that will turn 2 a day after my birthday. One of the best presents I have been given was to be there to meet little Emma hours after she was born.

Anyway, the day I was to begin a week of all-day meetings, Deb and I went to Laguna Beach and played with E. on the playground and walked with a perfectly blue back drop of blue and green shades of ocean with rock formations all around.

Then onto the meetings which were fine and intriguing and exhausting but worth the work.

Sailboats, Tomatos, and long walks

2007-09-10T16:08:00.000-07:00

Lately, I've been contemplating what Sabbath means exactly. To be more accurate, what is REST? I hear people talk about rest a lot but I feel that I have had time to rest and still feel not refreshed. So one thing I've discovered is rest is sometimes but not always void of activity, but rest in the sense of Sabbath is sanctified time or time with a purpose. That purpose is to hear from the Lord.

So, I've spent some time hearing from the Lord while appreciating the sailboats on the Willamette River, picking and eating the best, orange tomatoes from my friend's garden, and on some breezy walks in various neighborhoods around Portland. Meeting, hearing, and seeing God.... ahh... rest!

Back in Portland, back home

2007-09-04T07:49:00.000-07:00

Hello! I'm back in Portland and finally feeling a bit settled. Some of you have asked if the Latino church I went to kidnapped me. No, they did not. Life just happened and in visiting with friends and family, I lost track of time.

It was a good summer full of challenges as well as fun. Seeing some great friends, catching up, and seeing family were highlights of the summer.

Now, I'm back to an almost organized apartment, and getting to ready to walk out the door to meet up with my co-laborers in Christ for our official first day of being in the office and trusting the Lord with another year of ministry.

Going to church...

2007-06-24T11:34:00.000-07:00

Today, I'm going to a Latino church in Fort Collins. One of the best parts of my travels is to experience several churches who have one thing in common and that is to worship God (Father, Son, and Holy Spirit).

Sometimes, I confess I do struggle with having to figure out what church to go to; however, I have gained a greater understanding of the Body of Christ and how each "building" of believers expresses who Christ is in the context of the body of believers.

I am grateful that we are One Body in Christ.

I'm sure today, I may not understand everything in the sermon for it will all be in Spanish, but I'm looking forward to worshiping with my brothers and sisters in Christ.

Classes began today

2007-06-18T14:21:00.000-07:00

Had our first classes today. I met all the gals I'll be coaching. I'll be coaching 6 women in very different life stages which will be fun for me actually. We get to hang out with their kids as we meet sometimes. Have some from the Southeast, Oklahoma/Arkansas, Northeast, and the Northwest.

Colorado is beautiful as always and I saw the coolest sunset at Coors field watching the Rockies pummel the Tampa Bay Devilrays this past weekend.

Getting ready to go

2007-06-12T07:47:00.000-07:00

I've spent the last couple of days getting ready for a training in Colorado. Should I bring that book? Do I have room for a game? Do I really need that one shirt/skirt? Decisions that you would think I have down by now but I don't.

Getting ready also entailed reading a couple of books on missions and movement building. By far the book, I've enjoyed the most is an autobiography of Martin Luther King, Jr. I've been fascinated how he was able to mobilize a group of people and help everyone stay focused on the real issues and not side issues.

Not sure, I'm totally ready for this time of training. Pray that the Lord would prepare me physically, emotionally, and spiritually to minister and come alongside of our leaders.

Grand Floral Parade

2007-06-09T14:39:00.000-07:00

The Grand Floral Parade was today in Portland. It is similar to the Rose Parade for the Rose Bowl. Floats are all made out of organic materials. This picture is a from last year's parade but will give you an idea of what I saw. Unfortunately, this year it was a bit rainy and cold. I've never seen so many flowers in my life.

Angel and I went downtown early this morning. I wasn't looking forward to the crowds because all week on the news you heard of people taping their claim for a curbside view and how others were ripping up the tape.

However, Angel and I got a great spot to watch and it was worth it. It is one of those things that you just have to see once and although the weather wasn't great, you just never know when you'll be in town for the next parade.

Friends from out of town

2007-06-04T08:13:00.000-07:00

In moments, I'll be going to breakfast with some friends. Matt and Donna Taylor live in Tennessee now, but I knew them from my hometown.

Mr. Taylor, it is hard for me to still call him Matt, was my middle school band teacher. I babysat their kids periodically (who are all now in college).

It will be good to catch up with them and hear how they enjoy Tennessee. More than anything, it is just nice to have visitors that have known you throughout different stages in life.

BUNKO!

2007-06-04T08:07:00.000-07:00

So, Bunko... pretty much you need no skill to play Bunko and it is a great game to get to know lots of people.
There are 3 die and all you do is roll them for a specific number. So round one, you are trying to rolls "1's" until someone hits the score of 21 times of getting that number. Round two, you want "2's" ... etc.

The biggest moment of the game is when all 3 die rolled have the number of the round... so 3 "1's" and you automatically get 21 points and everyone yells, "BUNKO!"

At the end of the game there are lots of prizes. I did not get any but I will say I know more people as a result of playing and it was fun.

Bunko and the Portland Rose Festival

2007-06-01T17:03:00.000-07:00

Tonight I'll be learning the ever-popular game Bunko. I'll have to tell you more about it after I've played. All I know is that there is dice involved and people get really excited.

In other news, I get to experience the Rose Festival this year. This is something that I keep hearing about all year long from residents here; however, last year I was on my way to San Diego so I missed it.

The next two weeks, I'll have plenty of opportunity to experience the events that I choose to go to. This weekend, I think I'm going to check out the Starlight parade.

The Winner Is....

2007-05-28T12:06:00.000-07:00

Dario Franchitti was the winner! Most people will remember him as the husband of Ashley Judd which kind of cracks me up.

The race began and then it was delayed due to rain. After they started back up, they raced for another 40 minutes and the rain began again and although the sum of laps did not occur it was an official race. Franchitti got to do all the traditions like the victory lap, kissing the yard of bricks, and drinking the carafe of milk.

A Baby Gift

2007-05-25T17:49:00.000-07:00

To the left is a pic of the quilt square that I made for Dawn, a friend of mine in the midwest. It is mirrored so it actually says, "CSU".

Another friend, Felicity, wrote to 10 of Dawn's friends to see if we were interested in putting together a square of a fond memory that we have of Dawn.

My memory is living with Dawn at CSU, going to coffee, talking about her boyfriend (now husband), going to the cafeteria together each day, and taking classes. It was such a fun summer with her.

Today, Felicity gave the quilt to Dawn for her soon to be born baby, MacKenzie. She loved it and it was so fun to be a part of this gift for her.

Tribute to the Indy 500

2007-05-21T10:47:00.000-07:00

Although I'm not an avid car racing fan, the one race I do pay attention to is the Indy 500. Growing up, the race was a staple of our Memorial Day weekend. My parents have fond memories of the race and passed them down to us. I remember going to the race at least twice as a family and the time trials many more times. (Personally the time trials were more interesting)

Last year as I traveled home on Memorial Day weekend for my brother's med school graduation, I sat by 4 gentlemen who were going to Indy for the big race. I was shocked by how excited they were. I always thought it was an Indiana thing; however, they were quick to tell me it is the BEST car race in the world. They have been almost every year and couldn't believe that I was traveling to Indiana for any other reason than the race.

Road Rage?

2007-05-16T10:54:00.000-07:00

Road rage was the topic of conversation on the news today and yesterday. Apparently Miami, Florida tops the list as having the most road rage. After living in Florida for awhile, I don't doubt it. You never knew what you were going to get on the road each day.

Shockingly, Portland was the city listed as the least road rage exhibited. As I thought about, I realized that since moving here, I rarely hear car horns honking, people let cars merge into their lane pretty easily, and I am waved on more readily than in any other place I've lived with the exception of Indiana.

BUT you know, I still have had the rare occasion where someone yells at you (though you can't hear them) or they give you the birdie to let you know you have displeased them. So Portland still has road rage but it is definitely less.

2007-05-14T15:09:00.000-07:00

This is my friend, Krista. Most of my good pictures come from her 'cause she is a great photographer.

Anyway, I was at soccer games again with Krista watching A. and Z. play away. Z. got a goal and A. is really good at defense (though I'm not always convinced she knows what she is doing).

I also went to a wedding shower in the afternoon. Soccer games, showers, eating dinner with friends... refreshing.

At the beach....

2007-05-10T17:54:00.000-07:00

Astoria, OR : One of the new sites of Oregon that I saw on our RD retreat. We drove in on a perfect day and could see the bridge over the Columbia. It is a pretty amazing sight.

We had dinner at the Wet Dog Cafe. My hamburger was huge and I could barely walk after eating it. We had a great view of the river and mountains in the background.

Other highlights: Playing Worst Case Scenario together. I think I'd want to be with Cas or Steve if I was in trouble.

Picking up sand dollars -- learning you need to boil them, and walking the beach.

Soccer and new friends

2007-05-07T14:28:00.000-07:00

Saturday I went to see two soccer games. The Mikalatos' two small fry are learning to play soccer and I wanted to see them run around and kick the ball. It was great entertainment, but the best part was seeing them get excited that their friend came to see them play. Priceless.

Sunday, I had fun getting to know 2 new friends from church. I met Esther on Thursday and she invited me to dinner and got to meet her husband too. Esther and I immediately liked each other 'cause we are both from a family of 7 kids.

This week, our RD team has a retreat. Not a true retreat where you don't work but at least it is at the beach and a different scene than the office.

Spidey

2007-05-04T14:47:00.000-07:00

Tonight, going to see Spiderman 3 with some friends. The movies are entertaining but I must confess that I will always prefer the cartoon. I watched it everyday at noon when I was in kindergarten.

The best part of the cartoon... is the theme song. The lyrics are below... you know you want to sing along!

Spiderman

Spiderman, Spiderman,
Does whatever a spider can
Spins a web, any size,
Catches thieves just like flies
Look Out! Here comes the Spiderman.

Is he strong? Listen bud,
He's got radioactive blood.
Can he swing from a thread
Take a look overhead
Hey, there There goes the Spiderman.

In the chill of night
At the scene of a crime
Like a streak of light
He arrives just in time.

Spiderman, Spiderman
Friendly neighborhood Spiderman
Wealth and fame
He's ignored
Action is his reward.

To him, life is a great big bang up
Whenever there's a hang up You'll find the Spider man.

PDX Leadership retreat

2007-04-30T14:45:00.000-07:00

Saturday I headed to the Doubletree Hotel for the second weekend in a row. Last week was an event planned to help our 30+ interns know what they are doing next year. I enjoyed getting to know them. Some are going to East Asia, Venezuela, Costa Rica, Croatia, and a myriad of other places. One team is going to Reno, Nevada and it is this team that I spent the most time with. I'm looking forward to spending more time with them in the future as we trust the Lord together to see the 24,000+ students have the opportunity to hear the gospel.

This past weekend, I had the privilege of being with 50 student leaders for our campuses in the Portland Metro area. It was fun to hear their heart and see their willingness to proclaim Christ in their words and deeds. I gave a talk on living out your faith in the midst of this world and what does it look like to have a personal ministry.

Was able to converse with 6 students at length from Portland State, University of Portland, and Lewis and Clark specifically. They continually remind me of why I do what I do and I am blessed.

Smells Like Teen Spirit

2007-04-23T17:17:00.000-07:00

A couple of weeks ago, I was tired of hearing Love Me Do by the Beatles on my phone. Mark Lovejoy and Keith Phinney were the final say on what song I would hear all the time.

The vote was Smells Like Teen Spirit. I actually like it better 'cause it is a quieter song but to be honest I couldn't remember who sang it. Carla and Terry helped me out today and reminded me that it was Nirvana. (it was their first real hit on the charts)

New Game: Ticket to Ride

2007-04-20T10:46:00.000-07:00

Last night I was celebrating a friend's birthday and we played a game called Ticket to Ride. The board is an image of the U.S. or you can get other games for other countries. The cities are connected by potential train routes and your task is to finish the routes before the end of the game.

I wish I could say I won... actually it would have been great if Shasta won since it was her birthday, but alas neither one of us did. Oh, well... I've long ago learned and continue to learn that most of the time I will not come in 1st. But I can always try.

A Honken Pizza

2007-04-16T16:26:00.000-07:00

While traveling to a new campus, you do what we call "decoding" a campus/community. Some things to look for:
~ where are the students hanging out?
~ are their affinity groups that hang out in a different location?
~ what makes this campus unique?
~ what unites the campus together?

This past week I got the chance to understand and know Eastern Washington University as well as the surrounding community of Cheney, WA.

Every campus has a nearby pizza parlor, but I never have seen this before... the sizes were small, medium, large, GIANT, and HONKEN. So, of course we had to order the Honken pizza and experience it! Making memories with the students and I'll never forget the Honken pizza moment!

As a side note: the pizza maker does not shout for joy when a honken pizza is ordered. They moan and groan pretty loudly. It makes me wonder, "Why put it on the menu?"

Going.....

2007-04-06T17:01:00.000-07:00

Going to a play with Krista
Celebrating Easter
Then going to Spokane to be with our local leaders whom I enjoy tremendously
Going to Eastern Washington Univeristy to visit students. I've never been there.
Going back to Portland...

That's life in a nutshell.

Loucks Sesame Snaps

2007-04-05T13:45:00.000-07:00

Carla came into the office today carrying a surprise for me from a mutual friend, Erin.

Loucks Sesame Snaps

I have never heard of them but apparently Erin saw these and thought of me... (in case you didn't notice... "Loucks" is in the title of the snack).

So at lunch I had the snack... they are pretty good. It is like a peanut brittle bar but with sesame seeds. It makes you thirsty when you eat it.

On the package, it says, "A nutritious snack"; however, when I looked at the nutrients it definitely isn't.... hope deceit isn't in my genes and I just didn't know it!

New Plans

2007-03-30T16:00:00.000-07:00

This weekend I was going to see my cousin and his wife (newlyweds) in Eugene this weekend but we got our weekends messed up. I was also going to see Andrea who is a good friend.

Oh, well... sometimes life just doesn't work out the way you hoped. BUT I think I'll still have a good weekend. (Though I still have to do pesky taxes, but another friend asked me to go to the zoo so hope to do that too.)

My New Favorite Ice Cream

2007-03-28T17:56:00.000-07:00

So, I was wanting some ice cream which I rarely crave, but it happened as I was at the store and I decided to try a new brand.

As I was watching Idol last night, I took out the fudge brownie Umpqua ice cream. All I can do to describe it.... CREAMY.

Today, Mikalatos told me that it is the ice cream with the most butter.... no wonder... it is GOOD STUFF!

One more reason to LOVE the northwest... it is made in Southern Oregon.

Quirky Movie Weekend

2007-03-26T16:18:00.000-07:00

While dog sitting (yes, Russell Chen behaved well with just a few whining fits), I got the opportunity to see some movies I wouldn't normally rent.

Watched I Love Huckabees and Garden State. My brief review is that I liked the concept of I Love Huckabees but it felt disjointed a bit even though the concept was that everything is connected... so I thought that a bit ironic. I probably won't have a desire to watch this movie ever again.

Garden State was also quirky with two scenes that I'd be okay with not seeing but other than that, I really liked it. Just quirky enough but still could understand the plot. I laughed out loud with Carla while watching it. If you like movies with a lot of closure you probably shouldn't watch it though.

Russell and I are life long buddies now... and I must say that he is pretty cute.

Dog Sitting

2007-03-23T14:51:00.000-07:00

I'll be dog sitting for Russell Chen this weekend. I've heard that Russell can be a handful, but you know I'm up for the challenge... I mean what can he really do that would be so bad? I mean... I get to leave after the weekend.

I'll have a friend come over tomorrow that loves dogs and other than that I'm looking forward to seeing Butler beat Florida (hopefully) and then moving on into the final 4. That would make my weekend for sure (no matter what Mr. Russell does!)

I'm looking foward to a relatively calm weekend once again.

Hmmm.... life is happening....

2007-03-19T15:42:00.000-07:00

The problem with blogging is that when you don't do it for awhile it is harder to know what to write because so much has happened since the last time you wrote... so here are 3 things from the past week to share:

~ I enjoyed the fireplace in Seattle... unfortunately my roommates did not as much... they got hot, so didn't have it on as much as I'd like but I still enjoyed it a lot! The whole trip was fun and to talk on the Holy Spirit is always a delight for me since we are so dependent on Him.

~ Butler Bulldogs are still in the NCAA tournament! Yea! I picked them to win the whole thing. It would be so awesome if they did!

~ Lastly... I'm reading a book called, "Carter Beat the Devil". It is about a magician's life and some mystery involved with President Harding... about halfway through and it has sucked me in with it's history and intrigue.

Lights, fireplaces, and cool rooms

2007-03-08T22:25:00.000-08:00

Seattle was the destination today. Cas and I loaded up the car with all the goodies for our conference, got Starbucks to go, and drove through the traffic and rain.

As we pulled up to the hotel, I realized that the hotel we are staying in is POSH! Paula and Keith did a great job finding this place in God's graciousness, provision, and kindness!

The room has a wood screen that slides and the sink is a wooden bowl. There is a sheet on the table that tells you where all the lights are in the room and how to operate them. Ironically, there still isn't much light.

The best part of the room is the fireplace. I'll probably sit by it tomorrow as I read in the morning to keep warm.

Tomorrow there will be 32 women from our region descending on this place as we learn more about the Holy Spirit and how He is weaved into our everyday lives and how to minister to others.

Conversations Make Life Interesting...

2007-03-03T12:00:00.000-08:00

Whenever people ask me about my hobbies, I don't know what to say usually. My hobbies are so varied and they change over time. I think it is because I enjoy people and what they like to do so I adapt what I do to learn more about them.

So now I usually say my hobby is getting to know people. I enjoy hearing life stories, seeing their worlds, and understanding why we do the things we do.

I realized this again on the plane trip to South Carolina. I sat by two men on two flights and we pretty much talked the whole time. The topics ranged from politics, family, religious background, airlines (those that do well and those that don't), business, and major questions about life.

Very enjoyable though I must say I thought it humourous that one guy would ask a question and in the middle of my answer would interupt and tell me what to do with my life without understanding but that is how it goes sometimes. I learned that some people say they want to know you but have an agenda that comes with it. But overall it was pleasant to talk.

I must say on the way back, I didn't really talk to anyone. Sometimes fictional characters are all I can handle after a long conference;-)

On my way... again...

2007-02-25T14:42:00.000-08:00

Heading off to South Carolina tomorrow morning.
I'm finding I have a bunch of details to get done and little time. I'll probably catch up a bit on some emails while watching the Oscars tonight. Who will win, who will win? I must confess that I'm not sure I've seen any of the movies nominated for best picture... I'll catch 'em later I guess.

In the meantime I'm hoping to also catch up on some reading... a book on Volunteering... a book on raising funds... and just a fun book of mystery.

A gal, A conversation, and A change in us all

2007-02-21T09:04:00.000-08:00

Friday through Monday, I spent time in San Jose at our West Coast Epic Conference. Asian-American students who desire Christ and worship Him met together, and I was privileged to be around and soak it all in.

Some highlights:

~ rooming with one of my closest friends, Lara.... we just talk for hours on end about anything and everything
~ meeting students and getting to know their life and what they are trusting the Lord with on their campuses
~ going to the Vietnamese festival and sharing Christ's message

At the festival, I introduced Laila and myself to Luan. We asked Luan about her purpose in life and she knew it was to trust God but didn't know about how to go about it. We asked if we could share why we have purpose and began to tell her about Christ.

Luan opened up her life to us as we talked and she confessed that she was lonely and that at times thinks about taking her life but knows she is to trust God; however, He seemed elusive to her. As we shared about Christ and how He died for us, she became very focused and asked more ?'s.

She decided to follow Christ and surrender her life to Him. I haven't seen such an open heart to the gospel in a long time. It is hard to put into words what a privilege it was to see her process and realize truth and grab a hold of it 'cause she knew she needed a Savior!

That day Luan changed and we also changed as we continue to see that Christ is our true peace, hope, and Savior!

Bragging Rights?

2007-02-14T13:32:00.000-08:00

Last week, our office was invited to participate in a Valentine's Bowling Celebration called Bowl and Brag.

Soon after this invite came out, the topic of conversation was bowling and it came out that I used to be in a bowling league. So the pressure was on for me to do well today.

The first few frames I did not deserve bragging rights... but then something kicked in... my competitive edge came through; however, I did not think it would be enough so I became content to be the best bowler on my team. I finished and had a respectable 153 so I was happy.

AND THEN: Cas told me I won the whole thing! I was so surprised that I didn't really brag. So I felt I need to write it on my blog so I can say I bragged!

T.V. Antenae, grace, and other news

2007-02-09T11:14:00.000-08:00

Getting a new T.V. antenae moved to the top of my to-do list when this week the wire frayed... making the already fuzzy screen even fuzzier! Usually this is how my life works with tangible things... once it breaks all the way, I move into action.

Grace and mercy has come to me through two almost car accidents. One would have been my fault but the lady was brilliant and slowed down -- I went into her lane to pass a stopped car and didn't see her. I said sorry and she laughed it off which was amazing to me for I really could have hit her hard. Praise the Lord!

The other one happened two days ago on my way home from watching LOST with some friends. The guy/gal (not sure -- cause it happened so fast) did not see me and started to turn left. I slammed the brakes and turned the wheel and we missed each other by inches. I'm thankful we didn't hit each other and again grateful to the Lord. A stiff arm, sore shoulders from the seat belt, and a bruise on my knee is nothing compared to what could have happened. Again I praise the Lord for His mercy and grace!

Other than that doing well and enjoying reading a book on Churchill and how he decided to continue fighting Hitler when others did not want to. Interesting stuff!

A Poem

2007-02-05T14:43:00.000-08:00

Not often do I write a poem. Actually, I remember my English teacher in high school telling us that there is no right way to write a poem and yet when I turned it in and got it back, my poem had a C+ in red marked on it... hmmm... I didn't quite believe her and poems did not become my friend.

BUT when I got 3 text messages and a phone call about the Bears losing... I thought it was time to write a poem.

Here it is:
Don’t you fret
Don’t you frown
Don’t go thinking I’m down

A bummed fan
Down and out
But hopeful with a shout

To say congrats to Dungy
A class act coach

I may just call this poem -- Dungy's Ode.

Only 2 days away!!!!

2007-02-02T15:39:00.000-08:00

It is true! I'm obsessed with the Bears and the Colts... I think it is the most popular topic of blogging for me in the last month, but it is almost here!

It has been funny reading the newspaper articles on my hometown being divided. (We are a city smack dab in the middle geographically of Chicago and Indianapolis) It has also been funny reading the predictions of the game.

A writer for the Indianapolis Star: Colts 39, the Bears 13
A writer for the Chicago Tribune: Bears 24, the Colts 13

Either way the loser, I guess loses with 13 points.

I'm excited to see who wins out and I'm sure there will be another blog on the topic on Monday! Cheer hard for your team/at least eat lots of food!

Western Oregon University

2007-01-29T16:35:00.000-08:00

Taking off for a day trip. Not a vacation, not a "cool" spot to view or see, but a day trip of seeing what the Lord is doing at Western Oregon University (WOU) which has its own kind of "cool" factor.

I'll see Sara Turin who I got to hang out with all summer and meet several of her classmates who are all trusting the Lord and stepping out in faith to see Christ revealed on their campus.

We have two great volunteers too that encourage these men and women to follow Christ. I'll get to have dinner with them and hear their heart for the campus and these students.

And then... and then... I get to speak at their weekly meeting. This is the part when I ask you to pray for me. I get really nervous and yet it is a joy to speak about Christ and help others share their story of how they met their Savior so we can continue to hear story after story of God's GREATNESS and His work in this messy world!

What is it with light bulbs lately?

2007-01-25T15:51:00.000-08:00

In the last 2 weeks, I have flipped on a switch in my apartment and NOTHING has happened or I saw a light bulb burn out. I think the total count is 6 bulbs.

I also came home to a fallen shower curtain and have to put a request to fix to the super.

These are the things that seem to happen when you are already tired, grumpy, or cranky and just adds to a bad mood, doesn't it?

It's a Midwest Match-up!

2007-01-22T12:26:00.000-08:00

The Bears won! It was so exciting to watch the Bears defense look so good again. Woohoo! Grossman had a good game too so hopefully people will get off his back a bit.

The Colts also won! I love Tony Dungee and it is great to see him go to the super bowl too.

Many have asked which hometown team I'm rooting for.. The Colts from Indiana my homestate or the neighbors to the north, the Bears?

The Bears of course! The Colts didn't exist as the Indianapolis Colts until I was older and I'm a loyal fan to the Bears but the Colts really are my second team to root for.

It will be exciting and I'm going to get my tape of the Super Bowl Shuffle back out! I love that song!

The 80's: Trip Down Memory Lane

2007-01-19T16:27:00.000-08:00

My friend, Deb sent me the following on email and it truly reflects some very vivid memories of growing up in the 80's... here is the tribute:

You Know You Grew Up In the 80's if:
1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word SIKE.
2. You can sing the rap to the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air and can do the
Carlton
3. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom
4. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock"
5. It was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
6. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.
7. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at
school.
8. You made your mom buy one of those clips that would hold your shirt in
a knot on the side.
9. You played the game "MASH"(Mansion, Apartment, Shelter, House)
10. You wore stonewashed Jordache jean jackets and were proud of it.
11. You know the profound meaning of " WAX ON , WAX OFF"
12. You wanted to be a Goonie.
13. You ever wore fluorescent clothing. (some of us...head-to-toe)
14. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell
off and his cheeks shifted.
15. You have ever pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
16. You took lunch boxes to school...and traded Garbage Pailkids in the
schoolyard.
17. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.
18. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after every sentence.
19. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you
exchanged handmade friendship bracelets.
20. You ever owned a pair of Jelly-Shoes.
21. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are,
but what am I?"
22. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up"
23. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline
skates.
24. You have ever played with a Skip-It.
25. You remember boom boxes and walking around with one on your shoulder
like you were all that.
26. You remember watching both Gremlins movies.
27. You thought Doogie Howser/Samantha Micelli was hot.
28. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac.
29. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool...and don't
even flinch when people refer to them as "NKOTB".
30. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By
The Bell," The ORIGINAL class.
31. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - SHOT THROUGH THE HEART.
32. You just sang those words to yourself.
33. You still sing "We are the World"
34. You tight rolled your jeans.
35. You owned a bannana clip.
36. You remember "Where's the Beef?"
37. You used to (and probably still do)
say "What you talkin' 'bout Willis?"
38. You're still singing shot through the heart in your head, aren't you!

Portland Slows Down

2007-01-17T13:38:00.000-08:00

Beautiful snow is what I woke up to yesterday in Portland!

A tradition of mine when it is snowing outside is to open the curtains, make hot chocolate, and light a candle as I watch the snowflakes fall which will and have always fascinated me. I learned to appreciate it more too when my friend Holly saw snow for the first time at Butler University. We watched the snow fall and then went outside an made snow angels as well as had a great snowball fight.

Well, here in Portland I'm learning that snow and ice literally stops the city. They don't know how to drive in these conditions. I also learned that people get out their skis and ski to the local coffee shop and talk for hours on end. Pretty fun to watch while drinking my hot chocolate and taking in the view.

WOOHOO!!!! THE BEARS WIN!

2007-01-14T15:09:00.000-08:00

Whew!!!! It was a nailbiter at the end that went into overtime. The overall game was kind of boring... no one seemed to be able to score; however, once you hit the 2 minute mark and all it takes is a score to make or break your team, you watch more closely!

It is a good day (the Colts won too which made me happy)!

One other thing...

2007-01-12T16:25:00.000-08:00

Budgeting... I'm finally putting a budget on the paper that I want to keep... you can pray for the keeping to the budget part. I've made a lot of them... I just don't stick to it... Thanks!

Rooting for the Bears

2007-01-12T16:20:00.000-08:00

My first team I ever rooted for was the Bears. The rest of my family were pretty much Cowboy fans. I would stand in front of the TV with these ugly black pom-poms cheering away for Mike Singletary and Walter Payton!

The Bears play on Sunday in the playoffs against the Seattle Seahawks... they already played once this year with the Bears winning. I hope it is the same result on Sunday. Many think I should be rooting for the Seahawks since I'm in Portland now. That is illogical to me. I've been rooting for the Bears forever and I've just lived here for 1 year. Let's be reasonable!

GO BEARS!!!!

Bummer About the Bulldogs but a Beautiful Site Otherwise!

2007-01-11T08:47:00.000-08:00

The Bulldogs lost in overtime which is a bummer. They will probably fall in the ranking again. Such is the nature of basketball. Anyone can win at anytime messing with your standing.

BUT on a better note. I was bummed I didn't get to see snow at Christmas and as I was driving to a friend's house last night, the snow started to fall. In Portland, snow rarely happens. I sat in the car for awhile just watching it fall before going into the house. It is beautiful this morning with sun glistening off of it. Unfortunately it will be probably be gone soon but I'll enjoy it while it lasts!

Go Butler Bulldogs!

2007-01-10T16:19:00.000-08:00

Butler is ranked in the top 25 for men's basketball once again. They just moved up to #12 as they play their rival UIC tonight!

Go Bulldogs and good luck! Woohoo!

The Time Warp of Christmas

2007-01-08T15:17:00.000-08:00

Wow... two weeks have gone by since Christmas. I always feel like I'm in a time warp starting Christmas Eve to mid-January! I've seen so many people, have seen the Lord do so many things, and then I rest for a few days!

Christmas with the fam was wonderful. Nice to see everyone and get snippets of news, conversations, and laughs in. I don't really get a full view of what is going on in everyone's lives but just being together is good. I definitely got an education in High School Musical, Nintendo Dogs, and various interests of my nieces and nephews.

Afterwards I spent time at our Portland Winter Conference. It was good to catch up with people but I never feel like I have enough time here either. Again snippets, phrases, and blurbs of people's lives but am glad to hear what the Lord is doing all over the region and world.

After our time with the staff, I crashed and was able to sleep, catch up on world events, and even some movies. The time warp has ended... the days of the week are coming into focus and some sense of normalcy has returned as of today, Jan. 8th. (though I had to look up the date as I typed!)

Everyone is here!

2006-12-23T14:18:00.000-08:00

We are officially here to celebrate Christmas! My sister and her kids just walked through the doors while I was working on a Christmas gift on my parent's dial-up. It is so slow... I forget sometimes. But I'm glad they have internet of some kind. They are the last to arrive for 3 days full of games, celebrating, and getting reacquainted with everyone!

Tonight we will also have the famous pizza of Pizza King. A chain only found in Indiana. They have the best hot subs I have tasted. It is a tradition to have Pizza King at least once if not twice while home! The other is having ice cream from the Tastee Freeze (umm... I mean the Busy Bee -- it has changed names and I always forget). It is only open in the summer though so I'll have to wait until June or August... not sure when coming home again.

Parties, Parties, Parties

2006-12-17T22:02:00.000-08:00

So, I came home and my social calendar is suddenly FULL! I have been to my niece's birthday party (she turned 5), I have been to my dad's clinic Christmas party, I have seen the Christmas cantata at our church, I went to a dance recital for nieces and a nephew, and I had lunch with Santa Clause today!

Whew... already tired but it has been fun.

Home for the Holidays

2006-12-13T14:14:00.000-08:00

On Thursday evening, I'll see this scene though it will be colder and maybe some snow. It is my hometown.

It will be great to see familiar sights and be in a house so full of memories. All 30 of us will gather for Christmas in my parents' house.

In Indiana a song that we sing is, "Back Home Again In Indiana." It will be nice to be back!

The lyrics to the song:

First verse
I have always been a wand'rer
Over land and sea
Yet a moonbeam on the water
Casts a spell o'er me
A vision fair I see
Again I seem to be

Chorus
Back home again in Indiana,
And it seems that I can see
The gleaming candlelight, still burning bright,
Through the sycamores for me.
The new-mown hay sends all its fragrance
Through the fields I used to roam.
When I dream about the moonlight on the Wabash,
How I long for my Indiana home.

Second verse
Fancy paints on mem'ry's canvas
Scenes that we hold dear
We recall them in days after
Clearly they appear
And often times I see
A scene that's dear to me

Movie Weekend

2006-12-11T15:56:00.000-08:00

What do Cars, Lakehouse, The Nativity, and Monster House all have in common? Movies that I've seen while resting these past two weeks.

This summer I wanted to watch Cars but never got around to it. I enjoyed the movie (I pretty much have liked all the pixar movies). The thing I was most impressed by was that the cars having romance didn't use trickery to fall in love... just going two different paths. BUT honestly, the best part of the DVD was hearing how the writer was inspired. He went on a road trip to get to know his family again after working hard on some movies.

The Nativity is actually out currently. I enjoyed it... moved a little slow but I think that was the point in some ways. It prepared me for Christmas. The cast is not American, which I liked and the props, landscapes, and costumes looked real. Gave me more of an appreciation for the Christmas story!

Lakehouse was my least favorite of all... but entertaining. You really do have to suspend reality.

And then there was Monster House. Pretty scary for animation and it reminded me of The Goonies for whatever reason. It was creative, bizarre, and downright scary at times.

So that is what I've been doing while resting trying to get over whatever it is I've got.

White Christmas

2006-12-08T15:37:00.000-08:00

Watching White Christmas was a movie my sister, Stacy, introduced to me when I was about 9 years old. We would watch it together sometimes or I would catch it on TV at odd times during the holidays. It has become one of my favorites as time goes on and I like introducing people to it.

On Wednesday of this past week, the Mikalatos' had a Christmas party and we watched it. I like the music, the story, and all the 1940's talk like snoods, train tickets, and phones that you can overhear other's conversations.

My Vocabulary is Dwindling

2006-12-06T14:58:00.000-08:00

A friend of mine, Mikalatos, has told me in the past that I have "midwest curse words". I was baffled what this meant because I don't cuss and genuinely do not like to say bad things to people or about people.

So today Mikalatos told me he was going to send me the real meaning of these words... I did not want him to, but he did... so now my vocabulary is dwindling and I'll need to find other words to describe my angst. (these words: punk and putz in case you are curious)

Introducing: Ryan

2006-12-04T11:41:00.000-08:00

On Dec. 1st, Ryan was born to my brother and his wife! Ryan is their first child. This makes #14 for nieces and nephews.

I'll look forward to meeting him in a few short weeks! Congrats, Christopher and Kristen!

Office funnies

2006-12-04T11:34:00.000-08:00

Today, I was talking to Sarah Son and suddenly a white little dog appears in our office. It was so excited to see people that it had an accident.... then others in the office came out and started to say 'hi' to the dog and it kept tinkling all over...

Now that is one excited dog.

Who's is it? The guy in the office next door, Mike. He was a bit embarrassed but it sure made me laugh.

Visitors on Turkey Day

2006-11-29T13:40:00.000-08:00

My friends, the Bazemore's, came to visit me for Thanksgiving!

It has meant a lot to me to have someone who knows me come to visit and stay with me. It actually makes you feel more grown up for whatever reason to not have to find a place to hang out on a holiday and that you plan the time and cook for someone else.

Usually I go home or I'm a guest where I may bring one aspect of the meal but I realized that this was more fun for me to have people over. I got to roast the turkey and it actually turned out well... Deb made rolls, the salad, and a pie. It was fun to collaborate and make some new traditions.

It was also fun to be home for a holiday and the time with Deb, Matt, and Emma was priceless to me. They are like family.

Reno: The biggest little city in the world

2006-11-10T23:54:00.000-08:00

I'm in Reno, Nevada for the first time and the picture is the infamous arc declaring Reno as the biggest little city in the world! Pretty fun.
Tomorrow I get to go to Lake Tahoe for the first time as well with the intern team of Reno. It has been great visiting them and seeing UNR and meeting the students they work with. It has been a ride. The students are social, fun, and raw. The library is the loudest one I've ever been too and the buildings are beautiful.
The glitz and lights have a certain charm as well... Christmas all year long!

Those Miami Dolphins!

2006-11-06T17:05:00.000-08:00

In 1985, I danced to the super bowl suffle as did everyone in my small town near Chicago. It was the year that the Bears could have been undefeated and I remember watching the dream fall to the Miami Dolphins. They beat 'em and they beat 'em good.

Now it is 2006 and again the Miami Dolphins again beat the undefeated Bears and beat 'em good! Why does history repeat itself? The only difference... the Dolphins were good in 1985.

Missed the Earthquake

2006-11-06T17:00:00.000-08:00

Last night I heard a noise... like a boom or door banging... thought nothing of it. Thought it was my screen door actually.
Then there was a NEWSFLASH... interupting the commercial I was watching to inform me that I missed an earthquake in my neighborhood.
Strange how I could not feel the earthquake but thousands of people, the richter scale, and the news told me I did indeed miss an earthquake in my neigborhood!

Zoo's...

2006-10-26T08:45:00.000-07:00

The picture I wish I would have taken...

At the zoo with my sister and niece... all over the zoo there are signs posted, "Please, do not feed the animals. Even leaves can harm them."

Pic #1 that I wish I had:
We are walking by the rhinos and I see a mother of two pick up an apple core from the ground and she tosses no, actually she throws the apple into the rhinos space hitting the rhino pretty dang hard square in the face. She was horrified that she hit it so hard. I was horrified that the rhino could charge and easily run her down!

Pic #2 that I wish I had taken:
There were a lot of giraffes and they were pretty active and honestly very elegant. There is a guy with his son taking branches off a tree and feeding them to a giraffe. I'm sure he'll remember it for the rest of his life as a good memory with his dad though.

Da-Bears!

2006-10-17T23:46:00.000-07:00

WoW!!!! Da-Bears... my Bears got a lot of hype this week on being the best team since they won the superbowl and the bears' shuffle. Everyone talked about what an easy time of it they will have in Phoenix and will be 6-0.

Well..... I must say that last night's game was a dose of humble pie. They looked pretty pathetic the whole game. I wonder if all the hype didn't get into their heads and they came into it cocky?

It was Phoenix 20 and the Bears 0 at halftime. I didn't see the game up to this point 'cause I was playing with my adorable niece. BUT with 5 minutes left in the game, I got to see a great comeback! Now it was Phoenix 23 and the Bears 24 with 2 minutes to go... Phoenix pushed the ball down the field... 6 seconds left... they kick the field goal and... OOPS! The kicker missed it!!!!!! Da-Bears WON! I couldn't believe it.

This morning's headlines said, "Thanks to the defense, Hester's punt return, and the Phoenix's kicker the Bears win!" I felt bad for the kicker (I'm sure his team and coach and himself were not happy).

Da-Bears were LUCKY ... but it sure was exciting to watch.

Family

2006-10-14T05:13:00.000-07:00

Below is my sister with Gwyneth 2 years ago
It is 5:07 AM and I've been up since 3:15.... why? Of course, I'm sitting at the airport. I'm on my way to Utah. This week I'll be visiting with our teams in Logan and Salt Lake City which will be great.

A perk is that my sister lives in Utah, so I get to see her in a few short hours. We'll go out to breakfast with Gwyneth (my niece), go to the zoo, and swing by to pick up my brother-in-law at the airport who has been away to St. Louis. And then I'm sure my sister has Sunday all planned too.

Unlike me, Stacy plans in advance. She would never be stranded at the airport because she forgot she needed to get home. She never forgets a birthday. Some call me responsible but she is over the top and detailed. I'm sure I frustrate her at times with my calling and asking her 2 weeks in advance if it is okay to visit, but I know she still loves me.

I realized that I haven't really been to see family since Christmas. I did go to my brother's graduation and saw some of my family there but I wasn't going to their homes. I realized I missed home when this past week, my 4 year old niece informed me on the phone that "she hasn't seen me in forever"

It will be great to see them and just be! There is something about family that you just feel more yourself and the fact that your nieces and nephews fling themselves at you and say they love you when really all they know about you is that you are family!

Sea Kayaking

2006-09-29T14:52:00.000-07:00

There we are in our sea kayaking gear! This is the Alaska intern team, Alex, and myself. The next two pics are iceburgs that we paddled by. I'll put more pics on the web on Monday.

The Ice Caves

2006-09-29T14:45:00.000-07:00

The blue pic is what it looks like in the ice caves that we hiked! If you look closely you can tell where there is water moving behind the glacier! It is surreal and you feel like you are in an aquarium. The second pic is the opening to the ice cave. And below is a new friend, Crystal, and myself sitting on the glacier.